25 Things

1. I like bacon and pork, but I hate ham.
2. I have lots of different make-up, but I always go for the same look -rosy cheeks, smoky-ish eyes, and a glossy lip.
3. This is probably because my lips are tiny, bordering on non-existent.
4. I love dresses. I recently bought this one at Target. It looks much cuter on. I'm wearing it with a wide brown belt, a chartreuse cardigan, and these shoes.
5. I am addicted to my Blackberry.
6. I'm starting to hate Facebook, but the nosey parker in me can't bring myself to delete my account.
7. The depression that I've suffered this year because of my infertility has been unbearable. I'm grateful to my therapist and how she's helped me cope with my diagnosis and subsequent sadness and anxiety.
8. Although I'm nervous about not already having a job lined up, I'm grateful that I'll no longer be at my current job. I liken it to being in an abusive relationship and finally breaking free.
9. I don't think I'll ever be as thin as I was two years ago.
10. But that's okay because I got these great boobs.
11. I always thought that I never had close friends because I was such a difficult person. After finding my FF, I realize that I just never met someone as awesome as me. ;)
12. I can forgive, but I never forget. I love deeply, but once I feel like I've been betrayed, it's soooo over.
13. I wish I could keep my WHOLE house clean at the same time. As it is, if the bedrooms are clean, the living room is not. If the bathrooms are clean, the kitchen is a mess. It's like the space-time continuum will collapse if the entire house is neat.
14. Right now, my car looks like an episode of Hoarders. I start to hyperventilate at the thought of having passengers.
15. I love acupuncture. It completely relaxes me. I have a hard time falling asleep, but I can fall asleep on my back full of needles when I'm there.
16. I'm convinced that if I get pregnant, I'm going to have a boy.
17. I wish I could dance like they do on America's Best Dance Crew.
18. I think Glee should be shown at mental hospitals. It's such a happy show.
19. Last week, S told me that one of her students purposely got up from her desk and told another student, "I want to punch you in the face." At first, I thought, "How could anyone say that? Who does that?" Then I remembered, I would say that to Mrs. LeDouchetard in a heartbeat.
20. If I could afford it, I would shop exclusively at J.Crew and Anthropologie.
21. I think I'm getting too old for Forever 21.
22. Lemondrop martinis are my weakness.
23. Sometimes I worry that I will never really be able to relax.
24. I love to sit in the sun.
25. Hope breaks my heart. But it's the only thing that keeps me going.